in a lsump

Well Matt is at the Fire Academy, and I have been okay until about five minutes ago. We haven’t really talked much because his phone has really bad reception, and now that the girls are calm for the night I keep finding myself wanting him to be sitting next to me on the couch. I honestly didn’t think it was going to be this hard to be away from him, but I find myself counting the days until I get to see him again. We make each other laugh, and I haven’t laughed since he left. It is amazing how much a love can grow in a short time. We were strangers when we first became a family, and have had some very rough times, but for the past year and a half we have gotten to know each other and actually dare I say fell in love with each other. I am just rambling, so I am going to stop writing, but I do miss him, and am thankful he doesn’t read my blog, because I would hate to hear the taunting I would get for this one! I am praying that this time goes by quickly.